Nightmare

Dreams of being chased or chase dreams, often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life - you want to escape from something. The way we respond to anxiety, stress and situations in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these chase dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you.

You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting these situations, are you running from them? Ask yourself, "Who is the one chasing me? Why am I running from them?" The answers might surprise you.
http://www.dream2live.com/Dream_chase.php

Running in dreams illustrates that your goals are out of reach if you stay on your current path. Usually, running means drastic change in your life is required.

Grey

The sky is grey, the sand is grey, and the ocean is grey. I feel right at home in this stunning monochrome, alone in my way. I smoke and I drink and every time I blink I have a tiny dream. But as bad as I am I'm proud of the fact that I'm worse than I seem. What kind of paradise am I looking for? I've got everything I want and still I want more. Maybe some tiny shiny thing will wash up on the shore. You walk through my walls like a ghost on TVYou penetrate me and my little pink heart is on its little brown raft floating out to sea. And what can I say but I'm wired this way and you're wired to meAnd what can I do but wallow in you unintentionally? What kind of paradise am I looking for?I've got everything I want and still I want more. Maybe some tiny shiny key will wash up on the shore. Regretfully, I guess I've got three simple things to say. Why me? Why this now? Why this way? Overtone's ringing, undertow's pulling away under a sky that is grey on sand That is grey by an ocean that's grey. What kind of paradise am I looking for? I've got everything I want and still I want more. Maybe some tiny shiny key will wash up on the shore.

Oregon Hill

Baltimore 35mm

Catie

archiving

I was going through some prints and realised that I have some really precious pictures that I dont even have digital copies of. Im going to take my negatives and prints into web design class early so I can scan some things. Darkroom was never really my thing before college but I have some awesome shots that need to be documented or I may lose them. Some of the stuff was printed neatly too.



Ill have to post some later.



Scared of losing stuff :-/

blanking

I'm supposed to be writing a proposal for my documentary class. I am stressing out about the whole process. What do I want to write about/photograph? I'm not quite sure. I know what my interests are but I feel like I need to do something different...

Why do transgender issues always pop into my head first? It always intrigues me. I don't have any issue with my assigned sex. I am female... I may not fit the stereotypes and gender roles for women but I am very comfortable in my skin.

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